Sorry?

When you texted me that night
I'm wondering if I should reply or ignore
Then I wonder if I should be friendly or hateful

When you told me that you're sorry
I can't stop thinking what are you sorry for
Is it for lying or for when I knew the truth?
Is it for shaking my heart or breaking it?
Is it for coming in my life or for leaving?
Is it for knowing a lot about me or for not staying?

Honestly
At that time when I face my heart break I hated you so much
But after time passes, I grew up
I had moved on
I neither hate you or like you
I barely have any lingering feelings towards you

You surely will never be anyone in my life anymore
Not even my friend
Now you're just
Someone I know from the past
Just a lot