My Birthday is Cominggg!

Hii! It's been a very longggg time. I just don't feel like writing anything for the past months. Maybe I just didn't have anything to write but suddenly I just want to write. I know I'm just too complicated.

By the way tomorrow is my birthday!! I am so excited. I should be right? But there's always something that keep bothering me every time my birthday comes.I know I'm not suppose to feel or think this way but I can't stop this kind of worry.

Well, you know when it's your birthday there's wishes, cards and presents that you'll expect from people that is close to you. So am I. I kind of not understand why it is a big deal but yeah sure it is a BIG deal. The thing is if I expect someone to remember my birthday and wish me (atleast) but they don't, the whole day will be sucks. I'll keep waiting all day for their wishes. And if they didn't, I would start to overthink.

This thing are the most annoying thing that always happen to my birthday. Perhaps everyone are facing the same thing too. I really need to learn 'How not to have high expectation' .

I think that's all for now. See ya *waving hands